UNDERGRADUATE RESEARCH BLOGS

The Office of Undergraduate Research sponsors a number of grant programs, including the Circumnavigator Club Foundation’s Around-the-World Study Grant and the Undergraduate Research Grant. Some of the students on these grants end up traveling and having a variety of amazing experiences. We wanted to give some of them the opportunity to share these experiences with the broader public. It is our hope that this opportunity to blog will deepen the experiences for these students by giving them a forum for reflection; we also hope these blogs can help open the eyes of others to those reflections/experiences as well. Through these blogs, perhaps we all can enjoy the ride as much as they will.

Getting Artsy

After interviewing art therapist, Elana Kaiser, she invited me to come to her studio and do some art with her. I’ve never been a super artistic or artistically talented person, but after taking ceramics, art, and art therapy at school, I’ve developed an interest in art. I was super excited to get the invitation and jumped on the opportunity. I was a bit anxious going into the experience because I didn’t really know what to expect or if what I would create would be anything good.

Elana welcomed me to her studio and gave me a bunch of options of different mediums that I could work with. Colored pencils, oil pastels, paint, or collaging. She also gave me the idea of picking an image from a magazine and using that as a jumping off point. I saw an image of a galaxy which caught my eye, so I ended up cutting out a circle of that and glued it right in the middle of the canvas Elana gave me. Then Elana got me some different colored paints to work with. And I kind of just started, I picked up a brush and my brain kind of shut off while my hand took over.

Since Elana and I are family friends and I’ve known her forever we were talking about each of our families and what has been going on. We basically caught up for a while, with Elana interjecting every so often commenting on something that I had done in my painting. All I was doing was pretty much taking a color and painting a section of the canvas and then blending in another color next to it. Nothing too intricate or impressive, but in the end it came together.

Throughout the process of painting I felt myself really slow down, relax, and just let go. Even though Elana and I were talking about some of the stressors in my life, I was able to do it in a really easy manner. My thoughts all slowed down and I was able to just paint without really having to think. It was a really interesting experience and by the time I finished I couldn’t believe an hour had passed.

When I finished Elana and I began to analyze the finished product a bit. Surprisingly, I was able to find a lot of meaning behind the piece even though I had no desired outcome planned in my head. The center of the painting, the dark galaxy kind of serves as the unknown in my life with the surrounding colors serving as the path to get there and the rest of my life. Elana asked me to just spill all of thoughts onto a piece of paper after painting and this is what I came up with.

“It’s crazy how without even trying or consciously thinking about it, I created an art piece that can symbolize my life at this moment in time. The dark/scary unknown in the center surrounded by the cohesive galaxy of colors. Not being an artist intimidated me going into this, but the absolute release and free that comes with is incredible. The space on the canvas doesn’t judge what gets put on it and is there for expression. I like that it is abstract, kind of like me. It leaves more room for interpretation.”

I took a happiness reflection before and after my art session with Elana. Overall, all my numbers improved. I felt much lighter after my session, I felt like my thoughts were much clearer and really calm. It was a great experience and a total release from everything that I had been thinking, feeling, and holding onto. It allowed me to just fully express myself, and I can confidently say that I felt happier leaving the studio than when I walked in.

This is my final piece along with some things I found in Elana’s art studio:

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Art Therapist Interview!

I’ve got a new interview for you! I met with art therapist, Elana Kaiser, to learn about art therapy in general and also how it connects to happiness. She didn’t have a ton of time to talk so she just dove in and gave me a great explanation of art therapy and what she tries to do with her clients. She had a really interesting perspective on happiness and I’m excited to share her thoughts with you! I even had the chance to do some art with her and try it out for myself, but that will be my next post. For now, enjoy reading her interview, or you can listen to the interview here: https://soundcloud.com/lilydube/interview-with-elana-kaiser

Elana Kaiser: “So I’ll just talk about art generally. So art, it is kind of a meditation in a way too, it can slow you down and can be like a concrete record of your existence cause I think depending on what’s going on in your life sometimes you can feel that it’s either hard to describe in words cause you know there’s a part of our brain that when we dream is only in pictures. So when people do art, they slow down, they relax, they also can feel, especially if you’re very clear as an art therapist to say there’s no right and no wrong, this isn’t about what it looks like…I mean some people get really excited about what they do and other people are like ‘you can just keep it’…but it’s a record of a moment in time. It’s like when you have a dream if you remember your dream you’re like ‘I don’t know what it means’ and then a few months later you’re like ‘oh yeah, I know what that dream means.’ Sometimes dreams can kind of be predicting the future or sometimes the symbols in the dream start making sense. If you do art a lot, it actually becomes a narrative of your life, like you get to see what your interests are, and you get to see how you organize your world whether it’s you know visually in terms of a story…and then you can feel like ‘Wow! My life makes sense, it’s not as all over the place as I thought it was, like there really is some kind of order.’ When I stop, and I look, and I see it…That can make people feel good. I mean obviously it could do the opposite. So what I try to do with people is actually connect it to, clearly people who are depressed they might really feel like they’ve, that’s on a continuum also. But with depression comes a lot of negative thoughts, like self loathing or ‘I can’t do anything right’ or ‘I’m unloveable’ or ‘I don’t look good’, all those negative cognitions that go with feeling out of control with your moods, anxiety, depression. And then what I try to teach people is ‘You are not your thoughts’ and that actually it does take more discipline and effort to change some of those negative thoughts and realizing that some of those negative thoughts like ‘the depression is a part of you’ and that your true essence is being calm and relaxed, and really helping people feel calm and relaxed, and be able to be mindful about their thoughts and say ‘okay so the thoughts when I’m feeling really down are really bullying me, okay so let’s connect and anchor in that calm and relaxed place.’ So the calm and relaxed place is connected to the breath, and also just when the body slows down you know the thoughts become, well they can slow down, or you can have a better perspective on watching the thoughts and then you can say ‘okay so let’s try to connect some positive thoughts to the calm and relaxed place’ so it could be like ‘hey, okay I’m okay the way I am’ or ‘let me think about a time when I felt good, and what was I doing, I was probably active in some kind of way’ or you can connect that calm place with drawing or painting and you could ask that negative part to step back and say ‘So if I have a part of me that’s really critical and judgmental, I’ll let that part just rant and rave’ and know that that’s not who I really am and it could just be connected to bad parenting or bullying in your past or a variety of things, but how can you balance it out or become more regulated, so I’ll suggest maybe teaching people meditation or doing yoga or exercising, but the thoughts are really what’s the most powerful thing. And so really the key to happiness…I mean clearly some people have better chemistry in their body and in their brain and they’re lucky they don’t need to effort as much, or their upbringings were different, but if you don’t have that kind of good fortune..it’s kind of like, you know, some people math comes really easily for them, other people math is really tough. So, if you wanna get better at math, you’re just gonna have to work five times as hard. So if you wanna have positive thoughts, and you don’t naturally have them, you have to consciously effort to say ‘okay, every time I have a negative thought I’m gonna say change’ quietly to myself, I’m gonna connect to my breath, I’m gonna slow down, and I’m gonna have some positive thoughts. Because the negative part, the primitive part of the brain has been there forever, and it’s design to have like lightening fast reactions to protecting us. And so, the more evolved part of the brain, which is in the pre-frontal cortex is the one that has to be engaged in positive thinking. So, you have to exercise and develop that part of your brain. So, if you can understand the physiology of depression, an understand it from a psyschoeducational point, of just like ‘this is what happens when I start thinking negative thoughts or when I feel bad and the negative thoughts happen so quickly, I need to quickly put a stop to it, cause when the stress hormones start flooding me, then I’m like a lost cause.’ And stress hormones double, they just go really really really fast. So, how do you slow it down? You have to be super conscious to say ‘well I don’t want to be flooded with stress hormones right now, and maybe I just need to have a lot of compassion for myself, maybe I need to go for a walk, or maybe I need to call a friend, or maybe I need someone to remind me that I’m a good person because right now I’m not able to use my full brain.’ So I think art therapy, meditation, thinking about how to have a regulated brain you know, is all in the mind-body connection and it’s like how can you realize that you do have some amount of control over your body, over your breath, over your thoughts, and how they’re interconnected. So that’s kind of how I work. And I can do that with like from children, to helping parents, to adults, to couples, you can spread it across because it’s all about just being human. ”

LD: “So in your head is the calm, relaxed state is that happiness?”
EK: “For me it is. I would say happiness is, yeah, calm-relaxed state. I mean for me, being happy is being yeah, calm and relaxed, but being active. I like to be active. So like, if I can be calm and relaxed and go on a long bike ride. Or calm and relaxed and go for a long hike. Or calm and relaxed and paint. You know, when I’m not happy it’s because I have negative thoughts, so you know it doesn’t take a lot for me to be happy, as long as my body’s calm. And compassion. That’s a huge word for me. If you can have compassion for yourself, for whatever state you’re in, you’re gonna get there sooner.”

Introductions and Preparation

Hi! I’ll be tracking my progress on this blog as I set out to travel the world and investigate sexual assault at different universities around the world.

Currently, I’m sending – on average – a thousand emails a week to universities and professors around the world to finalize my research contacts. I’m balancing different time zones and methods of communication to get everything set up for my trip this summer. I’ll be heading to Sao Paulo, Barcelona, Amsterdam, Doha, Cape Town, and Sydney in order examine the best practices around the world to sexual assault.

Psychologist Interview!

I had a super interesting interview with clinical psychologist and research assistant professor at Northwestern University , Stepthen Schueller. I was lucky enough to sit down and talk to him about all things psychology and happiness related. He was incredibly knowledgable and gave me some great information that totally connects to my project! The insight I got from him is beyond perfect to help me move forward with my project. Here are the main questions I asked him and his amazing, helpful answers.

You can listen to the full interview here : https://soundcloud.com/lilydube/interview-with-stephen-schueller

Lily Dube: “Can you tell me a little bit about what positive psychology is?”

Stepthen Schueller: “Positive psychology is kind of like a sub area of psychology that’s been founded since 1998. The umbrella of positive psychology encompasses researchers in psychology that look at kind of optimal human functioning and there are kind of three main pillars that are talked about. One is the pillar of positive emotions, which is kind of the best way to think about that is kind of like the subjective state about happiness might be, and happiness is kind of a broad term. The second pillar would be positive character traits, so that is the characteristics of people that kind of facilitate optimal functioning and wellbeing and happiness. And then the last pillar would be positive institutions, so that’s social settings and governments, schools, that’s able to promote happiness and wellbeing and flourishing at both an individual and group level.”

LD: “Since the definition of happiness is so broad, what would you say your definition of it is?”

SS: “That’s always a fun question. So let me start with a little bit of my understanding of the field, and then like where I lie on some of the debates, but then I’ll also give you my more unique take on happiness. So usually when we talk about theories of happiness we divide things into two separate camps. So there’s hedonic theories of happiness and eudainomic theories of happiness. So hedonic theories of happiness is more about like how we feel. It’s a much more subjective way of thinking about happiness. And then eudainomic theories of happiness derives from the Greek term eudaimonia which means kind good spirit, so it’s kind of this idea that happiness is virtue and living a good life. And people talk about that as sort of a more objective theory of happiness so that like we think about virtue, meaning, and purpose, and those sorts of things. And the reason that’s a useful theory of happiness to have is because it avoids this idea that someone could be happy by living a pretty bad life. So if we look at a serial killer and they say ‘I’m happy killing people’ we can say like that’s actually not happiness like it doesn’t matter just what you say. On the other hand, that means people can also live a pretty good life and say that they’re completely unhappy. For example, like famous historical figures like Abraham Lincoln and Winston Churchill are kind of like classic like depressives, they did great things in their life, but they didn’t feel completely good. So, I actually lean a little more to the hedonic tradition of happiness, I think that a person is ultimately the judge of their own happiness, and that if someone tells me that they’re miserable, no matter what they’re doing in their life, then I have to accept that that is some evidence to suggest that they’re lacking some sort of happiness. And kind of the most prevalent theory of hedonic kind of view of happiness is one that Ed Diener came up with. He uses this really fancy term called subjective wellbeing, and the reason Ed uses this term is because he was trying to get ten year and he was afraid that if he called his research ‘happiness’ no one would take him seriously as a scientist so he called it subjective wellbeing. But it says that happiness is a combination of high positive emotions, so feeling good a lot, low negative emotions, not feeling a lot of stress and anxiety and things like that, and then just a cognitive evaluation that your life is good, kind of taking all things together that you consider your life well off. And I think the reason that cognitive judgement part’s important is because we need the chance to kind of be able to frame things in the context of how they fit into our lives. So, I’m very much in the subjective wellbeing camp in terms of my view of happiness. When people ask me what I think of happiness I always say that happiness is positive goal pursuit, which is kind of a weird thing for people to wrap their head around, but the reason I say that is to me like happiness is about having something that you’re striving towards. Be it a specific goal, or kind of more amorphous goals like I want to be a caring person, and by getting closer to those things or feeling like we’re actualizing those goals in our life I think that’s kind of where we feel satisfaction and positive emotions and that if we feel like we’re being blocked from those goals in our lives, that’s where kind of negative emotions or dissatisfaction comes from. So, as I said, it’s kind of a weird way to define happiness, but I think it’s useful because as a clinical psychologist, I’m very interested in what we can do to help promote peoples’ happiness and so I think that that kind of framework and that definition both highlights what happiness is but also one of the pathways in getting there.”

LD: “Going off that, what are some methods that people in general can do to access their happiness?”

SS: “Yeah, I mean I think the stuff that you’ve talked about is like really basic stuff, I actually think that there are four things that are foundational to happiness. It’s physical health, good diet, being physically active, and having strong social connections. When we move on to these strategies that kind of like highlight some of these other aspects of things that people can do to make themselves happy, what I often tell people is like ‘it’s not rocket science, it’s the stuff our grandmothers told us years and years ago but we don’t listen to our grandmothers all the time.’ Being grateful, being kind…so there’s an emotion regulation model of happiness that highlights five different steps in a process. So there’s situation selection, situation modification, attentional deployment, cognitive change, and there’s a response modulation. Pretty much what they’re saying is, you have to pick something, you can make that thing a little nicer in some ways, you have to pay attention to it, you have to think about it in a way that’s beneficial, and then you have to respond appropriately. So taking advantage of picking the right thing, changing it in the right way, focusing on it correctly, thinking about it correctly, and then expressing it correcting, those are kind of the keys to unlocking happiness and I think kindness and gratitude and savoring and mindfulness, optimism, these things all kind of play into these aspects.

LD: “What is going on in the brain when people are happy? Or how does being happy affect peoples’ brain?”

SS: “Depending on the source of happiness, there’s different parts of the brain that light up, so it’s hard to know exactly. There’s definitely different signatures that show up in the brain based on the emotional reactions that we’re having. Some of them seem to respond to similar stimuli and other things look very different, so for example, the feeling of being overjoyed and ecstatic looks very different from the feeling of being like calm and at peace. And I think both of these are aspects of happiness. It does seem like these different components of happiness do have signatures that kind of show up in the brain. And again, I’m not a neuroscientist. It’s interesting because there are a lot of reactions our brain has to rewards and to anticipation of rewards. So if you give someone drugs, they’ll stimulate the pleasure centers in our brain. If you give people rewards they’ll stimulate those same pleasure centers in our brain. And if you give people the idea that they’re gonna receive rewards it’ll stimulate those same pleasure centers in the brain. So I think that what’s interesting about that is that we think about how happiness is kind of a cognitive or a phenomenon that we think about our lives, the way we imagine our lives, the way that we reflect on our lives, what we pay attention to our lives. Those processes modulate or change the response that goes into the pleasure centers of our brain, so the way that we kind of change in our mind can actually change the stuff that is somewhat outside of our control in terms of our brain and other ways.”

LD: “How do you do research if happiness is so subjective?”

SS: “One of the most widely used questionnaires in happiness is what’s known as the satisfaction with life questionnaire. So it’s a questionnaire from Ed Diener that is five questions. We come up with all these scales. And based on the theory of happiness that one might have, there are different questions, there are some that tap more eudainomic dimensions, so talking about meaning and purpose, sense of mastery in one’s life, if you have positive relationships. So everyone has kind of a slightly different theory. But the fact of the matter is, you ask people. And then with these standardized measures we are able to make comparisons across different groups. Another thing that is really useful if I’m working with someone clinically, it’s often useful to have people make their own scale. The biggest problem with the scales is to figure out if my happiness is the same as your happiness. The hardest thing to figure out is if my one equals your on and my two equals your two. But for myself, if I can figure out what my five is, and reliably say that six is higher than that and four is lower than that, that means something.”

LD: “Would you say that happiness is short term, fleeting emotional state or a more long term thing?”

SS: “I think there are components of both there. I was talking about this with some other researchers regarding exercise. Lots of people say they really like to exercise. Although in reality most people don’t really like to exercise, and if they like it so much then why do people avoid doing it so much? If we look at the short terms, exercise is often not fun. But afterwards, you feel positive, you feel like you accomplished something, and so there’s goodness that comes from that. And I think that a lot of happiness is this trade off between the short term and the longterm pleasures. I think that there’s lots of stuff, if we pursue them, they end up making us happier later on in terms of more positive emotions, but they also give us other sorts of benefits. And there’s lots of research that shows that people that have better self control and self regulation are happier in lots of regards. Because there’s lots of stuff we want in life that the short term outcomes and the longterm outcomes are in disagreement. There are certain times when being controlled in the short term stuff helps us better get longterm happiness. And going back to this theory of subjective wellbeing, positive emotions and negative emotions are definitely something that happen in the moment. That’s not all that happiness is, there’s this cognitive evaluation component that’s more longterm. Happiness has features of both.”

Feeling Fit

Exercise and I have always had an interesting relationship. I played basketball in middle school and after practice and games I would usually do homework with one of my best friends, Noa. I remember always laughing so much and running around our kitchens because we were just little balls of energy. Looking back now, I can definitely connect our working out to all of the energy we had afterwards.

I’ve never loved working out, and getting myself to the gym is a brutal task. When I was 12 or 13 I started playing tennis, got really into it, and played all throughout high school. During the tennis season I think that I have always been my happiest self. Working out everyday made me feel great and I was completely energized to do my homework. When the season ended, I couldn’t find any motivation to work out or go to the gym. And this turned into me just not really exercising.
I think that I’ve always subconsciously known that I feel better after being physically active, but have just lacked motivation to actually get going and start working out. So, challenging myself to be active for this project was something I was a bit anxious about, but has made me realize some important things about myself.
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The amazing weather this past week has definitely been a contributing factor in making it a little easier for me to work out. My best friend Rachel, who I was co-captains with for tennis, has always pushed me to work out with her and go on runs. She loves running, and me, not so much. While getting ready for our tennis season we got into a good routine of going on runs and then doing core and leg exercises after. When the weather got cold, this routine ended. The 50 degree day this past Monday was absolutely amazing and Rachel suggested going on a run. The weather was perfect, I was feeling good, and I knew I had to start working out for this project, so I accepted. I have never been a good runner, and my endurance is pretty awful. So I was telling Rachel that this run would be pitiful, but she didn’t let me flake out and we ended up doing it with our other friend Emily too. The run in total is about 2.5 miles. For someone who could barely run the mile in 8th grade, that is quite the accomplishment. We had to stop a couple times along the way, but we did it. We stopped at a park on the beach, walked on the icy shore for a bit, and then ran back. We made smoothies when we got back to Rachel’s and I left her house feeling so good. Even though the run itself wasn’t an easy task, finishing was the greatest feeling. I felt accomplished and completely energized, the smoothie was delicious, and the sun was still shinning. Running with my friends made me happy. Going on the run itself made me feel invigorated physically, and being with my friends made the experience even fuller. Since this run was so great, Rachel and I went on that run the next two days too. Each time I walked away feeling lighter, more energized, and happier.
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Today I took a nap before my run with Rachel. I was feeling super groggy and disoriented, and had no desire to run. Rachel pushed me to still come on the run and I’m grateful for that because it made me feel so much better afterwards. She even told me that had I not come over she wouldn’t have gone on the run herself. It’s cool to say that we are motivating each other to work out and feel good. Rachel jokingly sent me an inspirational quote saying: “Motivation get    s you started, habit keeps you going.” And it’s true. I’ve gone on three runs in the past three days, feel great, and feel like it could become a routine of mine to try to incorporate into my life.
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I’ve been taking my Happiness Reflections that help me gauge my own level of happiness. I’ve taken them before and after my runs and the improvement in how I feel is so evident. The numbers clearly show that I am more happy after the run than I was before. To me, that is amazing. Getting started working out is the hardest part, but once a rhythm and routine is formed, the feeling you get out of it makes it all worth it.

Clementine Found a Home

With a sad smile and a tear in my eye, I am here to report that Clementine found her forever home. During the week, my sponsor from Wagging Hearts contacted me to tell me that a family wanted to meet her on Sunday. I was excited for Clementine but also apprehensive because I was nervous that the family wasn’t going to be good enough for her.

When Sunday finally came, I loaded her up in the car and headed to Martha’s house. I got there to see a lovely looking young couple. When they saw her immediate “aww” and gasps came from their mouths. They kneeled down to pet her and she ran over to them. I didn’t really know what to do so I just let Clementine do what she wanted. I told them about her crating schedule and what she eats and how she is doing in her potty training. I even showed them how great she is at sitting when asked. They seemed to really like her so they brought out their 8 year old yellow lab to meet her. Of course, she did great because she is used to being around my old dog, Harley. They then took the two dogs for a walk by themselves and they came back and decided they wanted to keep her.

The emotions started to kick in but I kept my composure. This is my first time fostering a puppy and oI spent an entire month loving and taking care of her so naturally I developed a connection. The thing that comforted me was the fact that they were good people and they had had a dog before so they knew what they were getting into. They have a big fenced in yard so she will be able to play and she will have to other dog as a companion. As they were signing the papers, I took her in the other room to hold her and say goodbye. I gave her some kisses and hugged her tight, I knew it was time for me to go. I came back in and said to the couple, “Good luck, she’s going to be an amazing dog” and I left. The tears started flowing immediately but I knew this was a good thing for her. I will never forget her and the great experience I had fostering her. I learned so much and she gave me so much love and happiness to see her grow.

Beginning and End.

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My First Shelter Experience

I have started volunteering at Evanston Animal Shelter that is a safe place for dogs and cats. It is a very small shelter that works extremely hard to be a no kill shelter. I have started in a time of change and I am really excited to be a part of the community there. Currently, there are only five dogs at the shelter, but there is an anticipated increase in the spring.

When I first started, I was nervous and didn’t know what the dogs were going to be like. I know it is cliche, but the typical phrase “You can’t judge a book by it’s cover” applies to the dogs at the shelter. They may be a little worn down, but they have such big hearts that want to be loved. There are three pit bulls there now that are all very sweet.

One of them came in the day before and she was so beautiful. She was found tied to the back door of he shelter, waiting to be found. She was most likely left there because the owner didn’t want to pay the $35 fee of giving away a pet. She was really scared and nervous of her surroundings. A few volunteers were sitting with her in a room and I came in to meet her. When I entered she started wagging her tail. My heart just wanted to reach out to her so badly, this dog obviously has been through a lot and she deserves so much. This is so typical of the shelter system. People just leave their dogs because they can’t handle them if they develop any problems. The dog most likely never got the attention or love she needed which is why she is so nervous around people. It is never the dogs fault which is why people need to do serious research and be ready to make a commitment to the dog for the rest of its life when they get them. I know that this dog will be able to recover with some tender love and care.

 

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Clementine Update

Clementine has grown with leaps and bounds. Every day it seems like her legs have grown an inch. She used to be able to fit under our armoire and now she can’t even make it under. Her charming personality and adorable tactics have stolen the hearts of my family and I am sure will do the same to the lucky family that adopts her.

On Tuesday, I brought her to the house where her two siblings were being fostered because someone was coming to adopt one of the. I was nervous because it was like going to an audition. I figured she would be chosen because of how cute and lovable she was, but it was a little more to it than that considering she had competition. She was at a disadvantage because the other puppies were used to the environment whereas Clementine was more interested in explore her surroundings. The other puppies were playing and paying attention to the guy there that wanted to adopt. He ended up picking one of Clementine’s sisters which is really great, but I was bummed at the same time.

It was a very polar emotional experience for me because on one hand, I really wanted her to get adopted so she could have a forever loving home, but on the other I’ve become really attached to her and wanted her to stay with me longer. I think it is safe to say everything happens for a reason and she will find her family at the right time.

 

Becoming a Foodie

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I’ve been putting the food tricks to the test. For the past week the food I’ve been eating has been pretty different from what I normally eat, and surprisingly I’ve noticed some changes. Debby Stern’s main tips were to cut down on sugar, bump up the protein, and knock out cheese and red meat. I’ve been sticking to her advice and have been being much more mindful of the food that I’ve been putting into my body.

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First off, here’s a food log of the stuff I’ve been eating recently:
Week 2/9-2/12
Monday: granola, almond milk, blueberries, tea, apple, salad and lentil curry with brown rice, chocolate chip cookie, falafel, peanut butter and banana
Tuesday: waffle with peanut butter, berry-banana smoothie, salad, popcorn, Indian food, apple with peanut butter
Wednesday: top of muffin, granola, blueberries, salad, banana, popcorn, cookie, Indian, smoothie bowl
Thursday: waffle with peanut butter, banana, salad, oatmeal with blueberries, cookie
Week 2/17-2/22
Monday- nonfat plain yogurt, berries, tiny bit of granola, sweet potato stew with turkey meatballs and cauliflower, lentils, chicken, salad, huge smoothie, trail mix
Tuesday-waffle, peanut butter, banana, sweet potato stew, cauliflower, turkey meatballs, two clementines, piece of pumpkin bread, huge salad, yogurt, fruit, dark chocolate
Wednesday- waffle, peanut butter, banana, half a bagel,
Stew and quinoa, grapes,trail mix, huge salad, dark chocolate
Thursday- waffle,, peanut butter banana, green tea, whole foods quinoa salads, 3 sushi, cashews, brownie, teaspoon of peanut butter, huge salad, rest of sushi, asparagus
Friday- peanut butter, waffle, banana, green tea, blaze pizza, green tea,
big salad, little bit of chicken, little bit of sweet potato chickpea stew, piece of cake
Saturday- waffle, peanut butter, banana, apple, cashews, dinner at TRU
Sunday-cashews, banana, clementine, tabbouleh and hummus, gluten free naan with vegan cheese, vegan cookie dough, grapes, huge salad
Week 2/23-2/24
Monday-waffle, peanut butter, strawberries, salad,cashews, little bit of protein smoothie, avocado toast, huge salad, cookie
Tuesday-waffle, peanut butter, strawberries, green tea, turkey cheese panini, apple, turkey meatballs with stew, salad, kale chip, bite of cookie, blueberries/raspberries
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Something huge that I learned from Debby is to make sure that I have protein with each thing that I eat to make the energy I get from that food source last longer and keep me feeling full for longer. Instead of eating sugar filled yogurt with berries for breakfast, I’ve switched it up for a waffle, with pure peanut butter (not the horribly processed Skippy that I’ve eaten up until two weeks ago), and either sliced bananas or strawberries on top. Normally I’d be so hungry two hours after breakfast and would end up eating random foods that my friends had in class to try to make the hunger go away. With my new breakfast staple, I stay full until lunch time and don’t feel the need to eat anything in between. I used to eat lots of salads for lunch because I thought that this was me being healthy, but to be honest they didn’t fill me up for long and I ended up eating a ton when I got home from school because I never felt satisfied. Debby told me that I should eat most of my carbs for breakfast and lunch because I still have all day to use that energy instead of eating a heaping bowl of pasta for dinner and letting it sit in my stomach and turn into fat over night. So that’s another huge change I’ve made, my lunches are now more hefty and protein filled while my dinners are usually salads and more light.
Honestly I’m so surprised at the difference I’ve felt from only a couple weeks of this change. Something this process has done is make me much more conscious and mindful of the food I’m eating and my hunger. I used to find myself eating with friends just because they were eating and even if I wasn’t hungry myself I would stuff myself. I also would eat more because the food that I was eating wasn’t actually giving me energy and wasn’t filling me up. Now that I’ve changed things up, I don’t find myself craving starchy or sweet foods as much. I now know what foods makes me feel good and what foods don’t. It’s crazy that just being more aware of what you are eating has the potential to really change the way that you feel.