UNDERGRADUATE RESEARCH BLOGS
The Office of Undergraduate Research sponsors a number of grant programs, including the Circumnavigator Club Foundation’s Around-the-World Study Grant and the Undergraduate Research Grant. Some of the students on these grants end up traveling and having a variety of amazing experiences. We wanted to give some of them the opportunity to share these experiences with the broader public. It is our hope that this opportunity to blog will deepen the experiences for these students by giving them a forum for reflection; we also hope these blogs can help open the eyes of others to those reflections/experiences as well. Through these blogs, perhaps we all can enjoy the ride as much as they will.
EXPLORE THE BLOGS
- Linguistic Sketchbook
- Birth Control Bans to Contraceptive Care
- A Global Song: Chris LaMountain’s Circumnavigator’s Blog
- Alex Robins’ 2006 Circumnavigator’s Blog
- American Sexual Assault in a Global Context
- Beyond Pro-GMO and Anti-GMO
- Chris Ahern’s 2007 Circumnavigator’s Blog
- Digital Citizen
- From Local Farms to Urban Tables
- Harris Sockel’s Circumnavigator’s Blog 2008
- Kimani Isaac: Adventures Abroad and At Home
- Sarah Rose Graber’s 2004 Circumnavigator’s Blog
- The El Sistema Expedition
- The World is a Book: A Page in Rwand
Week 3- Routine is a Luxury
I am realizing that the life I want to lead here will have no sense of routine or predictability to it. Things sort of pop up here and there with little-to-no warning. Sometimes I will have longer chunks of time where it is impossible to observe something, and then all at once it will be very busy. It is reminding me of life at Northwestern in some ways- either crazy busy or at a complete standstill.
I took Monday to rest and evaluate some of the things I have learned so far about professionalism. I did a lot of compiling my research and emailing further contacts, planning for the second half of the project. On Monday, I also sent a resume to a music director who is doing the Musical Theatre Factory’s next project. MTF is the same company that did We Are the Tigers during my first week here. He got back to me quickly, did some Youtube-searching of my work, and took me for the job! This score is supposedly very difficult. I am looking forward to doing some music teaching this time around since there is so much to learn in such a short period of time. I’ll be doing Finale work and coaching/teaching soloists in a separate room when necessary! This will be yet another huge learning experience and a chance to meet a lot more people over a longer process. I’m ecstatic to have a second assistant job in just my third week here.
Today, I took a break from musical theatre and saw Hand to God. I would describe it as a somehow even more disturbing version of Avenue Q, and just as funny. It was a nice change of pace from the kind of theatre I have been seeing here. It was my first Broadway play I have ever seen, and my 4th Broadway show of this project (the 6th of my life). I’m enjoying seeing so much theatre- on Thursday, I’m seeing Hedwig with Mahek and on Sunday I’m seeing Something Rotten! with my cousin Megan who is visiting this weekend. We are also seeing a Mets game and rooting against the Pirates so that the Cubs will move higher up in the division. I am a die-hard Cubs fan, so it will be neat to see another baseball stadium and root against a rival. It will also be my first time in Queens! Should be a great week and an even better weekend.
Taiwan, Aug. 11
I would like to announce that I am officially finished organizing my interview data on the spreadsheet I made!
So now what are my next steps?
- Write articles/reflection, which may lead to some follow up questions. Goal is to get a framework for these pieces by the end of this week. Since I am leaving Thursday for Kaohsiung, I really need to get working tomorrow.
- I plan on doing a couple more interviews. Next Sunday, I plan on interviewing people in Xinwu and possibly a student in Taipei. I might also interview some people in Miaoli.
Taiwan, Aug. 10
Today was my sister’s last day in Taiwan. Most of the day was spent helping her clean and pack. In the morning we went to the doctor to get some medicine from her cough, and I was amazed at how efficient the doctor and pharmacist was!
For lunch, I treated my grandma, my grandma’s friend and sister to a restaurant my grandma said was really delicious. And indeed it was!
For about the equivalent to $22, each person got:
1. Seafood soup served in a kettle
2. A salad (I got fish skin salad)
3. A seafood dish (I got fish on a hot stone)
4. Rice with either beef or fish. I chose the fish. The rice was cooked in a hot stone pot over a flame for 25 minutes before we could take the lid off the rice pot.
5. A meat dish. I got raw slices of beef, onions and a slice of pumpkin, and I cooked it on a hot stone.
6. A drink (I got lychee milk tea)
7. Dessert: fruits and pineapple cream
Also, since my grandma has been to this restaurant many times and knows the owner or someone, we got a spicy beef dish.
I was absolutely full the rest of the day, which was as said before, spent helping my sister pack and clean. At night, we saw my sister off, which was sad because it’s the last time I’ll see her until December when I return from study abroad. It’s also crazy because she’s starting college soon!
Anyway, before my blog transforms from a research blog to a food blog, I’ll give some updates on my research. I interviewed two sisters who grew up in Miaoli and currently are in Taichung via Skype. Since they grew up in a Hakka family, they definitely identify as Hakka, and this identity is important to them, especially since Hakkas are a minority in Taiwan. They know the Hakka language, but they do not use it as much. The younger sister said she was not as interested in learning more, but the older sister said she was interested because she wants to work in a hospital, and knowing Hakka will be useful so she can speak to older Hakka people. They also talked about some Hakka traditions their family has observed, such as in marriage, cuisine and venerating ancestors. The younger sister has taken a government Hakka language test because it offered money as an incentive (many people I interviewed have taken this test). The older sister also talked about living in an environment of mostly Taiwanese people in Tainan, where Taiwanese people expect Hakka people to know the Taiwanese language, but not vice versa. She said it was good that the Hakka Affairs Council is catering more to young people, such as promoting modern Hakka songs. She also said it’s up to Hakka people to speak the language to others and introduce their culture to others.
My goal tomorrow is finish organizing my data before my grandma comes home at 4 p.m., and then I’ll do some writing!
Book of Mormon: “A Well-Oiled Machine”
I got back from Boston today after a fantastic weekend with Courtney. We explored Boston, bummed around her hometown, and spent a lot of time at the beach. I had never been to the city before- glad I made the trip!
Tonight, I dove right back into things. I shadowed Ian Weinberger on keyboard 2 for The Book of Mormon. It was the first show I’ve observed that I had seen before (I’ve seen it FOUR times in Chicago…help…), so it was an entirely different experience. It was revelatory to see all of the inner mechanisms that I had not picked up on entirely as an audience member. As expected, they had a fantastic sound and played the show to a tee. This keyboard 2 book was the craziest part I have ever seen. It was expertly programmed. In some sections of music, there were 5-8 instruments being played at different parts of the keyboard at different times without changing the patch. They made sure to pack every patch with every instrument that was necessary so that there were not constant patch changes for every new instrument.
I also re-learned that keyboard 2 is in no way easier or inferior to keyboard 1. Some of the most important cues in the show are triggered by a keyboard 2 note (such as the doorbells in the opening and finale, or the fantastic whip sound in “Spooky Mormon Hell Dream”). This show was in its 1,827th or so performance, the longest I have observed so far. The quote in today’s title comes from Ian describing the nature of maintaining The Book of Mormon several years after its opening. Everything is clockwork. There are rarely any hitches in performance, although each one is certain individuated in small ways. I took pages of notes on this observation, and I look forward to interviewing Ian later once I do some observations of Hamilton performances and rehearsals!
On another note, it is starting to feel less like I am on vacation and more like I live here. The most important thing (or at least, the most relieving thing) I have learned here so far is that it looks like it is absolutely doable to move to New York and make a living playing the piano. I am starting to feel less like an observing outsider and more like a participant in the vivacious speed of this city. Tomorrow, I am rushing Chicago with Mahek and running some errands. It’s shaping up to be another busy, productive week of observations and seeing shows!
Porting Palacios to Nautilus
Porting a software to another platform is not as easy as it sounds. For those who are unfamiliar with what porting means, think of how you can’t run programs that run on Windows directly on a Mac. (i.e. You can’t run a program with a .exe extension on a Mac or one with a .dmg extension on a Windows machine) This is because there are parts of the software that are dependent on the platform they run on. For example, even creating a simple thread differs widely among different kernels. For example, under Windows NT (the kernel that modern Windows OSs like Windows 7, Windows 8, etc. uses), CreateThread function is used to create a new thread, whereas in Linux kernel, kthread_create() can be used, which is defined in <linux/thread.h>
As for that reason, the Palacios VMM cannot directly run on Nautilus kernel as of now. However, it is possible to port Palacios to Nautilus, because Palacios is designed to be embeddable to different OSs, and has already been ported across numerous platforms, such as Linux kernel and the Kitten Lightweight kernel.
The way this works is shown in this rather mediocre diagram I drew:
All the functions that are defined in the Palacios source code can be compiled into a static library, called libv3vee.a. Nautilus can be then re-compiled to include this library when it is built, so that all the relevant VMM functionality is embedded into the kernel. The interaction with the guest OS can be supported by the definitions provided by the libv3vee library. libv3vee itself is about 8MB in size, and combined with Nautilus it provides a nice 20MB image, which is not an impossible size to be embedded into a ROM.
Palacios needs a defined set of OS hooks to work properly. The code below shows this:
This struct defines the set of hooks that it needs to run the guest kernel. Most of these come down to functionalities relevant to memory and page allocation, CPU and process controls for multiprocessing, thread and locks. The functions on the right that begin with prefix palacios_ are functions that I had to write, most of which are just direct function calls that Nautilus provides. There was a slight complication with the memory relevant functions, which I will have to explain in another post.
Some of these functions were not provided by the Nautilus kernel, such as starting a thread that already has been created (start_thread). To provide this, I had to extend the Nautilus kernel’s thread implementation to support this. It wasn’t too much work – I just added a way to associate a thread id with the information about that thread like the function to execute and its input arguments. After that, running a thread came down to just 3 lines of code, which looks something like this:
int nk_thread_run (nk_thread_id_t t) {
nk_thread_t * tid = (nk_thread_t*)t;
// this sets up the stack before running it
thread_setup_init_stack(tid, tid->fun, tid->input);
// this puts the thread on the run queue of cpu
nk_enqueue_thread_on_runq(tid, tid->bound_cpu);
return 0;
}
If only it worked after just doing these, my project would be almost over, and I would’ve posted many more blog posts for the past few weeks I have been silent (…), but life is never that easy in systems programming, and lots of things have been broken and fixed, some remaining broken.
I’ll be posting about page allocator I had to write and a bizarre bug that was solved but I still cannot figure out why the fix solved the problem, possibly tomorrow.
Taiwan, Aug. 9 (Typhoon Soudelor)
So now that Typhoon Soudelor has passed through Taiwan, here’s what it was like.
The typhoon took place from Aug. 7-8. It was already starting to rain a lot all day on Friday. But I couldn’t sleep all that night.
I kept on going in and out of sleep, and when I was sleeping, I would dream about the typhoon. All night, I heard the wind howling, and the windows shook from the wind’s force. I dreamed about building a wall out of large wooden logs to block the wind from blowing into our apartment. I dreamed that when I went outside, the wind was blowing dust and sand around, and it was so strong that the sand and dust stung when it hit you. When I woke up, I realized the wind’s force was not a dream. In fact, I heard glass shattering. The wind was so powerful, it demolished windows. Anyway, I thought it was pretty scary.
More on the typhoon: http://mashable.com/2015/08/08/typhoon-soudelor-deaths-taiwan/
Needless to say, we didn’t really go out at all the next day. My grandma’s friend crashed at her place that night because traveling in the typhoon would be dangerous. She knows how to tell fortunes with Chinese bazi, so she told me and my sister our fortunes, which was quite interesting. Also a couple friends came later the following day, and she also told them their fortunes.
This morning, I went grocery shopping with my grandma, and I saw all the wreckage the typhoon caused. At the park, many small trees had fallen over, and there was foliage all over the ground. Even a huge beautiful tree was uprooted. We saw a crane lifting up a huge metal sign that had fallen over and was completely bent by the wind. When we went to the marketplace, there wasn’t that much produce, and the ones that were there were small and expensive.
On the way back, my grandma and I ate fairy grass popsicles. The rest of the day, I just relaxed and helped my sister with packing. Also, my grandma and I went out to buy fruits, and my sister and I went to 7-Eleven. My sister bought some Asian snacks and candy to bring home to our sister, and I bought a high speed rail ticket to go to Kaohsiung this week!
Netherlands Data Collection
Fear not, diligent readers. I am still alive! Though I haven’t updated in a while, the research is going splendidly. Since my last post, I left the Netherlands and flew to Istanbul. It’s an absolutely delightful city. I’ve been here for 8 days and it really couldn’t have been a better 8 days. This may explain the relative drought of blog updates. I was very busy, and the newest interviews were fascinating. I’ll fill you in on the Istanbul activities (and lots of pictures of Turkish art) tomorrow. In the meantime, I know I promised a post about my data collection in the Netherlands.
I met with representatives from two different universities in Amsterdam to learn more about their gender violence policies. Both of universities stated that the university has not identified gender violence as an issue that needs to be worked on at their campus. Each university had a policy in place if there was a case that was brought to their attention, and said they had followed it before with success. At first look, it seems a bit dull. There are no underground feminists fighting the university, no cases in the media, and no attention from the university on sexual assault or gender violence.
That being said, during both interviews I tried to find out why gender violence and sexual assault was not an issue at these universities. Was it being ignored by the administration? Was it being pushed under the rug? Well, the answer given to me both times was, “We have very few cases, and the cases we do are nearly always non-violent.” I, of course, intend to fact check this, but am still waiting to get my hands on the data.
If true, this will be a very interesting finding. Why, then, is the Netherlands so different from Brazil, Spain, and the United States? Why are there so few reported cases in the Netherlands and so little focus when it seems everywhere else is having large problems and working to update their policy and increase their resources?
In the interviews, the subjects posited two possible explanations. First, there is a very low violent crime rate in the Netherlands. Second, Dutch women are historically quite empowered. The society is egalitarian and there is no “machismo” culture as seen in Spain. Clearly, I will not be able to “prove” either of these things but it is an interesting question to explore. I hope to find out a bit more about this when I get the data.
Tomorrow, I leave Istanbul, fly to Dubai, sit in the Dubai airport for 9 hours, and then fly to Cape Town. What a journey. Anyway, I should have a lot of time to write blog posts.
Taiwan, Aug. 7
It’s been more than a week since I last blogged. But it definitely has been an exciting and busy week.
July 31 – I went to Hsinchu to go to a Catholic high school in Hsinpu, St. Aloysius Technical School. Hsinpu is a region with a large concentration of Hakka people. A computer teacher there took me and the other students out to lunch, where we ate bantiao, a Hakka dish that is soup with wide rice noodles. Hsinpu is famous for its bantiao.
After lunch, I interviewed the students, who just graduated from the school this year. The interviews were relatively brief, but most of them knew how to speak Hakka and have many Hakka traditions at home, such as eating Hakka cuisine. For them, Hakka culture was just something that they have always grown up with and have always been surrounded by, as compared to Hakka youth who live in urban areas.
Aug. 1 – I traveled to Taipei to pick up my sister from Chientan after a month of taking part in a volunteer teaching program. She was a bit sick though, because the cough passed around to all the members in her teaching group. When we got back home, we went to the pharmacy in the evening to buy medicine for her, and we went to a beef restaurant for dinner. Now that my sister’s back, it’s a bit crazier at my grandma’s place!
Aug. 2 – Once again I went to Taipei, this time with my sister. We met up with our cousins (the ones I met up with last time) for lunch. Also, that day was the first time I ever rode a motorcycle. My cousin took me to the restaurant, and I was terrified for my life. In the afternoon, we went to an amusement park. Most of the rides were kiddie rides, and we rode a ferris wheel, a small roller coaster and a pirate ship ride. What’s interesting about the amusement park is that you pay for everything via Easy Card. So an Easy Card is basically everything you need if you’re in Taipei, and it allows you to conveniently pay for public transportation. It’s kind of like a Ventra Card, except it’s way more efficient. Like with a Ventra Card, there’s a flat fare for the bus or el, but you swipe your Easy Card before and after you get off the MRT and many buses. Plus it’s cheap. Anyway, the entire day, my sister was telling me about all the drama that happened in her teaching group at AID. At night, we went to the night market, where we had foods like fish balls, pepper pies (hu jiao bing) and shakes.
Aug. 3 – We were going to go to YeLiu, which has various cool rock formations, including one shaped like a queen’s head. However, my sister was feeling sick, so we stayed home.
Aug. 4 – In the afternoon, I went to Miaoli. The train ride seemed to last forever. When I got there, the student who I set up an interview picked me up via motorcycle. Although I was really scared the first time, I really enjoyed the ride this time around, and I loved riding around Miaoli after the interview.
Anyway, first I went to her dad’s veterinary office, where I interviewed her. She knows how to speak Hakka, but she says she doesn’t use it as much at home. However, since Miaoli has a high concentration of Hakka people, she does use it often at work with customers (she works at the vet office), most often with older people.
After the interview, she took me to the stationery store, where I bought a new notebook (my old one finally filled up). And then we ate dinner together and talked about our lives in Taiwan/U.S. She was really nice, and it was cool getting to know her!
I went back to the train station and waited for my next interview. While I was waiting, I met some white guys from Texas who were part of the Church of Latter Day Saints, and they were promoting free English classes. Apparently, they were on their mission in Taiwan, and they have been here for a few months.
Finally, the research from the Hakka Affairs Council, the one who works at the Miaoli Hakka Cultural Park who I interviewed last time I went to Miaoli, picked me up and drove me to a nearby coffee shop. I interviewed two friends of his. One is a Miaoli Hakka radio journalist, and the other used to work at the Miaoli Hakka Cultural Park. Both interviews were interesting, although I wish I had prepared more ahead of time, as I did not realize I would be interviewing a journalist. The Hakka Affairs Council promotes Hakka media, such as Hakka radio and TV channels, and she definitely has an interesting voice to add to the research.
Finally, I went home, and I slept most of the ride back.
Aug. 5 – I went to Taipei with my grandma and my sister, where we met up with my grandma’s friend and had lunch at the Sheraton hotel. The hotel was very fancy, and the sashimi and desserts were spectacular. In fact, the dessert bar had shelves of desserts, two chocolate fondues, a crepe station, an ice cream bar and more.
Yes, I mostly ate desserts, and I’m not even a dessert person. I especially liked the chocolate pudding dessert that had a pink macaroon on top.
Since we were so full, after lunch, we went walking around Taipei, and we didn’t eat dinner. We did take a walk around Zhongli at night.
Aug. 6 – Again, I went to Taipei. I spent much of the day riding public transportation. Early in the morning, I took the train to Taipei. From Taipei Main Station, I took the bus to New Taipei City to the Hakka Affairs Council office!
It was so exciting to actually be at this office, which is a part of the Taiwanese government and promotes Hakka rights, culture and language. I interviewed Tracy Liao, the deputy director of the department of planning at the Hakka Affairs Office. She told me about efforts to engage young people, such as a service program where Hakka youth can go to Hakka regions and do community service. For example, one group of Hakka youth interested in journalism started a Hakka broadcast program for children. She also talked about opportunities for Hakka youth to do research and go abroad, as well as promoting Hakka popular music. Something else interesting she said was that in more recent years, the number of youth who choose to identify as Hakka has risen, probably because promotion of Hakka language and culture has become more visible.
After the interview, Liao was kind enough to show me around the office. It was a great opportunity to meet her, and I learned much about the Hakka Affairs Council.
Next, I took the bus from New Taipei City to Songshan Airport, and from there, I took the MRT to Neihu for my next interview. I interviewed a student who is half Taiwanese and half Hakka. He does not know much about the Hakka language or culture due to his surroundings (no one spoke Hakka to him) and due to living in an urban setting, but he says he identifies as half Hakka because it makes him different from his peers, who are mostly Taiwanese. We had lunch together, and after the interview, we ended up talking for a while about our lives in the U.S./Taiwan, especially about school. He just graduated from college, and he’s interested in attending graduate school after serving in the military (in Taiwan, all men are required to do military service). He said he considered the University of Illinois, but then he realized how cold it was, so he’s more interested in going to graduate school in Texas or California.
After the interview, I took a detour on the way home. I visited Chientan temple and rode a ferris wheel at Miramar Mall, which is 95 meters tall! Plus it’s even higher because it’s on the roof of a mall. I think the mall was doing some kind of promotion of stuffed bananas. The bananas are based on the Banao stickers, which are LINE stickers. LINE is a popular messaging app used in Taiwan. From the ferris wheel, I could see a beautiful view of Taipei and the mountains.
Finally, I went back to Zhongli. I was quite exhausted.
After dinner, my sister, my grandma and I went on a walk, and we bought fairy grass jelly and popsicles. However, on the way back, it started raining hard. A serious typhoon is hitting Taiwan this weekend, hence all the rain. With the receptionist’s permission, we borrowed some random guests’ umbrellas from a karaoke bar to get home, and then my sister and I had to go back to the karaoke bar to return them. It was raining like crazy by the time we walked out again.
Aug. 7 – Stayed home today and was mostly unproductive. The typhoon is going on. In the meantime, I need to continue working on my interview spreadsheet. I’ve updated it, but I’m still probably only halfway through.
So how does the rest of my trip in Taiwan look like? Well, most if not all my interviews are pretty much wrapped up. I might do a couple more. In the meantime, I’m going to organize my data and start writing an article and reflection. Next Monday, my sister is going back to the U.S. After she leaves, I will have a lot more free time. Also, I have some exciting news. I will be visiting Kaohsiung and Pingtung next week! When I went to Taiwan three years ago, I did the volunteer teaching program that my sister did this year, and I lived with an amazing host family. I will be visiting them next week, and I’m absolutely thrilled to see them again!
“Delight is a Commodity”
It has been the craziest two days.
I met with Ian Axness yesterday and we chatted in Washington Square Park and walked around NYU. This guy does the coolest stuff EVER! Performance art, teaching, accompanying…lots of “weird” projects that seem artistically and financially rewarding. I observed a rehearsal of a project he is working on with some of NYU’s Abu Dhabi campus students. Every year, they devise a musical to advertise/explain a wellness hotline for students dealing with depression, stress, and other difficulties that college can bring on. These students are doing AMAZING work. Their director profoundly impressed me in the way she let the performers have artistic room for “What if I did x?” while also keeping everyone on track and getting fantastic results. Ian improvised or played pre-existing grooves based on these student-written songs. This was one of the coolest experiences of my research so far, and I look forward to staying in touch with Ian. I filled page after page with observations from this very unique process. I would love to do this kind of work some day. The title of this post comes from something Ian said to me in the park- that even shows that merely delight its audience have profound artistic merit and immediacy. This is something I firmly believe in about musical theatre.
Then, I observed Will Van Dyke conduct Kinky Boots! He is the key 2 player regularly, and often conducts while the music director is out checking up on the touring company. I followed the key 2 book and he answered tons of my certainly annoying questions. The score is AMAZING! Stephen Oremus is an absolute genius at arranging and orchestrating. It was a blast following along on the very intricate, two-piano keyboard 2 book. One piano was for organ, and the other was for general Mainstage sounds that changed throughout the show. He often played both keyboards at once, and the parts were certainly not easy on their own either. This orchestra was far roomier than Amazing Grace. It was interesting how each player has headphones with a click track in the mix (a metronome keeping time for on-stage cues and so that everyone stays together) along with the power to control their own mix. In the headphones they provided for me, I could solo certain instruments, turn down others, and play around with every instrument’s level (even the drummer who is on the 5th floor of the building!) It was also interesting watching Will navigate playing the keyboard 1 part and conducting. He regularly switched from traditional conducting to keyboard conducting, two very distinct skill sets. I was thoroughly impressed and excited by the entire Kinky Boots observation.
Today, I saw two Broadway shows from the house. I rushed the Fun Home matinee with my friend Lesley (originally a friend of a friend from Notre Dame!) and didn’t even have any understudies. The show was everything I hoped it would be and more. I have been daydreaming about seeing this show since the first time I listened to the score back in the spring. Then, I saw An American in Paris tonight. By coincidence, my friends Alex and Mahek were sitting right behind me! We knew we were going to the same show, but had no idea our seats were so close. Overall, it was an impressive production with a gorgeous sounding pit. The Gershwin music sounded fresh while still in his signature style and their sound FILLED the space.
Tomorrow, I am giving myself a day off before heading to Boston to visit my friend Courtney! We are going to try and rush Waitress, the new Sara Bareilles musical starring Jessie Mueller. Hopefully we’ll get to see it! Then on Sunday night, I am sitting in on Book of Mormon to watch Ian Weinberger conduct.
“Jerks Don’t Work”— A reflection on my first week and a half
We Are The Tigers ended last night. It was an amazing process and I’ll remember it forever as my first NYC credit- and hopefully not the last! From hereon out, unless I find another assistant MD job, my research will be a lot less structured in terms of my schedule. I have no more daily projects- from now on, I will be doing one-day observations, usually sitting in on Broadway orchestras.
The city gets less intimidating every day. I am getting more and more comfortable, and it is becoming clear to me that I could absolutely live and work here after graduation if I decide that’s the best choice. I am meeting so many new people, balancing work and play very well, and seeing so much top-tier theatre. Here are some of the biggest things I have learned so far.
~”Jerks Don’t Work“- it became immediately obvious to me how nice everyone working in theatre in NYC is. I asked several of my participants what the deal with that is, and all of them had the same answer: no matter how talented you are, if you’re not pleasant to work with, you simply will not be hired. I like to believe that no one is “putting on” this niceness I have been experiencing. Rather, I hope a sort of natural selection has taken place in which the best communicators and those who are easiest to get along with rise to the top as long as they have the talent to back it up. With the sheer amount of talent in the city, it makes sense that unpleasant people would not last very long. Regardless, it was a pleasant surprise. I was honestly expecting the classic “grouchy genius” who gets away with acting like a jerk because of his or her “brilliance”. I am incredibly relieved that this does not seem to be the case.
~Competition is friendly, but fierce– there are a lot of people that want this kind of work. This terrified me at first. However, several sources have told me that decent piano skills will always be able to bring in your bread and butter, regardless of success in actual music directing.
~I will NOT be a finished product after college graduation- EVERYONE in this field is still learning every day. It is relieving to know that professionals I have spoken to share in the occasional insecurity and frustration that is artistic growth.
~A great music director both diversifies AND specializes his or her skills– I am learning that it is important to cast a wide net of skills and musical styles at a music director. However, it can also be very helpful to have a “thing” that you are best known for, whether you are pigeon-holed into it or not. It seems that great piano chops is overwhelmingly the most helpful skill to have as a music director.
Overall, I am getting a much better sense of what it is to go from an educational institution into the professional music directing world. The interviews I have conducted will prove very helpful in this research, especially when paired with on-the-job observations.
Today, I am shadowing Ian Axness at NYU for the afternoon. Then, I will observe Will Van Dyke conduct Kinky Boots at the Al Hirschfeld Theater. It’s another jam-packed week!