UNDERGRADUATE RESEARCH BLOGS

The Office of Undergraduate Research sponsors a number of grant programs, including the Circumnavigator Club Foundation’s Around-the-World Study Grant and the Undergraduate Research Grant. Some of the students on these grants end up traveling and having a variety of amazing experiences. We wanted to give some of them the opportunity to share these experiences with the broader public. It is our hope that this opportunity to blog will deepen the experiences for these students by giving them a forum for reflection; we also hope these blogs can help open the eyes of others to those reflections/experiences as well. Through these blogs, perhaps we all can enjoy the ride as much as they will.

The Legend of [Creepy] Humpty Dumpty

A couple of years ago, Sophie, Eli, and I were laughing about this strange small stuffed doll we found in our apartment.  It was Humpty Dumpty, but he is a bit creepy and weird.  As you can see, even our cat Luke is wary of Humpty.

Luke and HumptyAnd then we realized that we had no idea where he came from.  We wracked our brains but couldn’t remember how we got him.  It was at that point that we noticed [perhaps] a more sinister look in Humpty’s eyes, and quite frankly we all became a little scared of him.

So I did what every normal self-respecting father would do – I started to put Humpty in places where he would surprise the kids.  At first, it was simply underneath their pillow before bed, or I would have Humpty snuggle up next to them when they were asleep,  Eventually, I even put him in their lunch boxes for school..  So in a creepy way, Humpty has now become a part of our family, and we decided to take him to Italy with us.

Who knows what adventures may await Humpty Dumpty exploring Europe, but we will keep you updated!

PS – We leave for the airport in a couple of hours!

That Look

People keep giving me that look when I tell them that I’m going to Barcelona for six weeks to take a class in Spanish conversation.  It’s that look of skepticism and confusion, sometimes even with a little bit of disgust mixed in, that people show when they see or hear something completely unexpected.  You see, I’m extremely introverted.  I often ignore people or pretend that I’m too busy to talk in order to avoid having conversations.  Even when I’m pressed into speaking with someone, I’ll keep my sentences brief and simple to avoid showing him the awkwardness of my sparsely-used spoken English.  So, you can imagine the shock visible on my acquaintances faces when I tell them that, for half of the summer, I’ll be graded on oral proficiency in a language that I haven’t even mastered.  Their brows furrow and their eyes tighten, as though they’re attempting to peer into my brain and search for a logical reason for why I would choose to spend my time and money on a study abroad program whose structure is inherently disadvantageous to someone with my personality.  They give me that look (I tried to imitate it below) because they think that I’ll be too reticent to better my speaking in Spain.

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I don’t really mind that look, though.  People gave me that look when, during my senior year in high school, I told them that I would be studying engineering despite being much more proficient in Spanish than in Calculus or Physics.  People gave me that look when, during my freshman year of college, I told them that I would be pursuing minors in Spanish and Japanese despite having no experience in the latter and an already full course load in engineering.  Now, when I see that look, I just see an opportunity to exceed people’s expectations and grow as a person.  I’m really looking forward to blowing people away with my spoken Spanish upon coming back.

As for the reason for why I would choose a program like this, I think that it’s because I’m an introvert.  I’m really jealous of people who have a way with words and people who can easily speak eloquently and freely.  Maybe being unable to do so has given me a better appreciation for the art of conversation and an exaggerated desire to learn it.  So, the number one thing I hope to gain from being abroad is the ability to talk to people a little more easily, even if it’s only in Spanish.  I leave in two days, and I haven’t started packing, so I should also learn to be more proactive.  One goal at a time, I guess.

The Countdown Is On…

Roughly a month ago, I found myself in an Uber on my way into Chicago. I settled in and waited for the perfunctory “who are you and what are you going into the city for” questions that accompany every one of these car rides. Sure enough, five minutes into the ride, I was telling the driver that I was on my way to the Indian consulate for yet another meeting about my visa for the summer. The old man’s name was Sadegh. He had a thick Iranian accent and an intense interest in my plans to study yoga in India this summer. When I tried to explain as quickly and curtly as I could that I was planning to look into the role of religion in contemporary yoga, a very serious look came over his face. He asked me if I believed in God. When I said I did, he asked me if my God was separate from me but active, separate but detached, or if God is everything—including me. He said he had spent three years studying yoga in India when he was young and that the first thing he had to introduce to his western counterparts was this idea that everything, including yourself, is God.

This was my first experience with someone who was willing to outright support a religiously centered view of yoga. This trend holds true of nearly every book and article written about modern yoga. Religion is clearly a touchy subject in the modern yoga community. Some deny that modern yoga truly has anything to do with religion. Some even go so far as to talk about yoga as a religion unto itself!

I found my love for yoga in my freshman year at Northwestern. It began as a simple attempt to deal with the stress of my first college exams. Fast forward two years and I now have been awarded an opportunity I never thought I would. In a little under two weeks I will be starting my research into the religiosity of modern yoga. The best part? I have the opportunity to compare Indian and American expressions of the Ashtanga yoga practice.

In what way is yoga an example of cultural diffusion vs. cultural appropriation? What does religious transmission look like? Moreover, where does the line between spirituality and ritual lie in yoga? Undeniably, ancient Indian yoga has been transferred to America, but in what ways has modern Indian yoga been influenced by the rise of western practices and ideas of yoga?  These are just a few of the questions I have been thinking and reading about since January, when I first decided to apply for this grant.

Yes. I am going to India, y’all.

Two weeks. The countdown is on. In two weeks’ time I will be on a 30 hour flight to Mysore, India, the birthplace and home of Ashtanga yoga. I will be alone. I will be terrified. I am already the most excited I have been in my life.

The countdown is on, and I am ready.

Traveling again!

A few years’ back, I took my kids to China to visit my sister Jenny and her family who were living there at the time.  We traveled with another sister Betsy and her awesome children, and it was an experience of a lifetime.  This time my kids wanted to go to Italy, and I was able to talk my sister Nancy (and her family) into joining us for this trip.  Last time I kept a blog, and it was a great way to process all that we experienced (and all that was new to me about China- alot!).  So, I wanted to give it another go.  We leave on June 15th for 2 1/2 glorious weeks- plus we get to meet up with some old friends along the way (some from the UK and others from the States).  It has been a challenging year, and I’m not sure that i have ever needed a vacation more.  Bring it on.  Plus, my kids are really fun!

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Starting my summer…

This summer I’ll be creating a series of concept videos in order to explore the perceptions of intimacy and hot those perceptions change based on the casts and genres of dance. I am so beyond excited to get started choreographing next week! 

The purpose of the study is to determine if educating patients through educational material such as videos and pamphlets would decrease patient anxiety in the pre-procedural setting, such as prior to an image guided thyroid or breast biopsy in the radiology department of a busy academic medical center (the Outpatient Imaging Facility at Rhode Island Hospital).  We also seek to determine what  form of education might be the most effective.

Starting off…

Starting off…

Hi! Thanks for stopping by my blog to learn more about my research this summer. If you have any questions, comments or ideas to contribute please reach out – I’d love to connect and learn from you! 

The purpose of my project is to better understand how makerspaces support or limit feelings of inclusion among gender and ethnic minorities in engineering. At the end of this summer, I hope to provide design implications, practices and technologies for creating makerspaces that aim to keep diversity in mind. 

Off We Go!

If you’re reading this blog, you’re either (a) very bored, (b) interested in a URG, (c) interested in dance and/or literature, or (d) are Callie (hey, Cal). If you’re in the first category, I make no promises about this blog. If you’re in any of the other three, I truly hope that this will be at least moderately interesting and/or helpful to you.

For my senior honors thesis next year, I intend to write about choreographic memoir as a literary genre. Which sounds super official and important, but really I’m just writing about how people write about dance. It’s all very self-indulgent.
I’ll be in Evanston this summer, getting paid to prep for my thesis endeavor by reading a bunch of books about dance (read: living the dream). I’m tracking modern dance choreographers in America for the past 100-ish years, starting with Isadora Duncan and Ruth St. Denis and working my way to Bill T. Jones and Liz Lerman. I’ll be reading their autobiographies/memoirs and anything else I can find that they’ve written, as well as some supplementary reading about them and their lives. I would post the schedule here, but I’m sure I’ll get off-track and I don’t want you guys to judge me.

I’ll be using this blog to track my progress and consolidate my thoughts about the choreographers each week; I truly have no clue what format that will take but we’ll figure it out together. It’ll also probably contain a lot of reviews of the miscellaneous coffee shops/ice cream stores/parks I sit in every day in and around Chicago and Evanston, so hopefully at least that part will be useful.

A summer full of dance and reading and coffee–

Off we go.

Getting Started

I begin my journey close to home: on my family’s farm near Cedar Rapids, Iowa. My dad is passionate about environmental conservation, so he plants most of his fields with either native grasses or crops for animals to eat. From left to right, this field contains strips of non-GM native grasses, genetically modified (GM) alfalfa, GM corn, and non-GM sunflowers.

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So what does genetically modified even mean? A genetically modified organism (“GMO”)  is any organism that has been engineered to contain a gene from another species. If you remember back to high school biology, genes provide the code that tells cells how to make proteins. There are many different types of GM crops and traits, which I will write about as I travel the world. In this picture, thanks to a bacterial gene, the GM alfalfa can produce a protein that allows it to survive the application of glyphosate, a common herbicide. Therefore, when my dad sprayed this field with glyphosate last week, the weeds (the tan bushes in the foreground) died, while the alfalfa survived. The corn hasn’t been sprayed yet, so there are a lot of weeds growing between the rows.

 

What’s up with the sunflowers? You can’t see it in this picture, but there are a bunch of really nasty weeds called thistle in the sunflower field. For the past 15 years, most farmers in my area (including my dad) have planted their fields with GM crops every season. Over the years, the thistle has evolved to resist glyphosate because of repeated sprayings. Now even if there were glyphosate-resistant sunflower seeds available, they wouldn’t be useful because the thistles would also be able to survive low levels of glyphosate application. Before planting this year, my dad sprayed both the entire field and individual thistles with extra herbicide to try to kill the weeds. He isn’t sure how this extra glyphosate application will affect the sunflowers, or even if he completely eradicated the thistle.  

 

This is one farmer’s story. Over the next 3 months, I will tell the stories of farmers and agricultural scientists from around the world. I challenge you, dear reader, to view each of these stories in their own individual context. My dad uses GM crops to control the non-native invasive species that would crowd out the row-crops. Other farmers in Iowa use GM crops to maximize profit margins. The existence of herbicide-resistant weeds in Iowa is no reason to say that GM papayas are bad for farmers in Malaysia; at the same time, higher yields from GM maize in Illinois is no reason to say GM cowpea can solve food insecurity in Ghana. As the stories unfold, I encourage you to comment with your own opinions. Tune in after I leave on June 11th for more updates!

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Yuba City Sikh Festival, Part 5: The Parade

Yuba City Sikh Festival, Part 5: The Parade

AND NOW, THE PARADE. To start, I recommend watching the video shot from the drone flying overhead during the festival:

The beginning and end of the drone flyover shows the beginning of the parade — the starting point of my post.

The lead float of the parade is a large throne upon which the Guru Granth Sahib is seated, one that is likely modeled after the palanquin upon which the Sikh scripture is carried in Amritsar during the daily processions in and out of the Golden Temple grounds. This, however, is a full parade float that holds priest, musicians, and attendees of the Guru.

The floats that followed either commemorated major historical events in Sikh history, including the martyrdom of Guru Gobind Singh’s two younger sons (discussed in a previous post), or martyrs of contemporary Sikhism.

The center of the Khalistan agitation was a stage constructed on the side of the parade route in support of the creation of Khalistan. Chants of “Khalistan / jindabad!” (long live Khalistan — the same style of chants that India and Pakistan used leading up to and after Partition in 1947), “What do we want? / Khalistan!” “India out of / Khalistan!” alternated with cries in English for Khalistan and speeches listing what rights the Indian government is withholding from the people of Punjab.

Our float then passed the Sikh Referendum 2020 stand and continued along the route, and the cries for Khalistan faded away as the stand crawled out of sight.

My mom and I sat on a float at the back of the parade procession, and the real magic was what we saw during our six hours proceeding very, very slowly down the 4.5-mile parade route. The route was lined at every possible turn with food stands set up by gurdwaras, charitable societies, and cultural groups, all serving chai, samosas, pakoras (vegetable fritters), kulcha (small sandwiches of potatoes and garbanzo beans), sweets, Punjabi beverages, just about every Punjabi snack imaginable. People handed food and snacks up to our float, then trash bags to collect and take away our waste. The volunteers ensured no one went hungry or thirsty during the parade.

These three photos are just a small sample of what the parade offered its attendees, as the sheer number of people there stretched much farther than the eye could see. This was as pure and grand an expression of Punjab — of the Sikh pillar of seva, or selfless service — I had ever seen, and it was right in my home state of California. It drew Sikhs from all around the world, including a woman from New Delhi who sat by my mother and me on the float. Despite the political turmoil underpinning the sentiment of this festival, the most prominent feeling was the genuine sense of pride and joy that followed us the entire weekend.

The following morning, Sikhs came out by the dozens to clean up after the parade, leaving the streets of Yuba City even cleaner than they were before the festival started. As good as Punjabis are at throwing parties, Sikhs are even better at cleaning them up.

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I’ve been sitting on this particular post for months now, mulling over what analytical framework with which I should be approaching it — is it the whole of Punjab and its vibrant culture packed into a 4.5-mile parade route? Is it Punjab showing the breadth of its global outreach, paired with its almost microscopic focus on the events of the homeland? And what about the cultural festival and its symbolism: how the festival is either an ideal of the culture it depicts or a microcosm, or both? The more I thought about how to frame the festival, the further, I felt, I was getting from it. Yet, it didn’t seem appropriate to just say, “This is Punjab,” and leave it at that.

I am exceptionally proud of my Punjabi-Sikh heritage. I have worked tirelessly for the past several years to learn the language and the faith, including two and a half years attending the Gurdwara Sahib of Chicago, a month in Ontario for the past life of this blog, and a month in Punjab for field research. My undergraduate education, largely, was a process of leaving home to find Punjab. I even returned to New Delhi after I graduated to work a job that proved unrealistic for me to take on, considering I did so without allowing myself time to recuperate after the whirlwind that was my final year of undergrad. Every Friday in New Delhi, I stood on the balcony of my apartment and called the professor I had stayed with in Punjab the previous year. Every week, as I sweated through the monsoon humidity and late summer heat, we discussed when I would be able to visit Punjab, his students, his children. “I fixed up a room for you,” he said, just as he had done the first time I stayed with him. “When the weather is better, when I get a free weekend, I’ll come visit,” I said.

Because of health reasons, I left India without making it to Punjab, and I was frustrated and disillusioned that I had traveled halfway across the world, only to miss Punjab because of weather and too heavy a workload.

I came home and saw Punjab stronger than I had seen in India — more concentrated, louder, more political. I had been to the festival six years prior, but my experience of this culture was limited due to lack of interest and decreasing exposure (read: being in high school). This time, I was in tune with the events in Punjab and their implications on the festival, with every song and speech in Punjabi, with every aspect of the festival and parade.

My family was at the first festival; my grandfather was an organizer, and my mom and her siblings walked the then 5-mile route. The turnout was marginal, and the other organizers complained about the length of the route. The idea for the parade, my grandfather said, came from a Sikh festival in Vancouver — a community that had settled in the continent decades prior. Today, with the growth of satellite television and social media, the Yuba City Sikh Festival has mushroomed in size to become the largest Sikh festival in North America. The festival represents the full spectrum of Punjabi-Sikh culture, from the idealized version of Punjab the organizers put forth, to the loud political advocacy of separatists, to the fraying edges of popular memory of Punjab among youth. Attendees see in the festival as much as they know of Punjab, whether they track daily news reports out of the home country or could care less about India and its politics. The festival is, indeed, Punjab — equally to those who never got acquainted with the home country, and to those who never really left.